I got through the anniversary that I thought I might not be able to handle. The year anniversary of God reaching out to Michael and taking him home.
This year of loss has taught me so much. I have lost friends, and gained others. I have gotten mad at God and also embraced Him. I know that he is catching my tears and my pain.
I know that I can get through this now. I had my doubts at times. Sometimes the pain was so intense, that I couldn’t breathe. Or so numbing, I couldn’t move.
As always, Molly is sitting on my lap. She is looking at me with her soulful eyes. I wonder what she is thinking? “Congratulations human. You have felt terrified, lost, abandoned and alone. Now, you are truly one of us?”
Truth is, I was never alone. God was with me every step, as were all of you. And for that. I am truly grateful.
I can’t imagine how hard the last year was for you, but you made it! You did it one day, hour or minute at a time, and you will continue on the path God has chosen for you. ?
Yes, we were with you, Mary Anne. But, between you and me, I’m glad God was there, too…
Bless Molly, and you. Glad you are aware you are never alone.
Been reading your blog since 2007. My thoughts are with you!