My brain is so scrambled these days. I had to go and declare Mike dead yesterday in the hall of the recorder. That was hard. I had to surrender his license and handicapped sticker and stop by the banks and tend to all of that.
While at the bank, I went to the drive through on my way out to pick up $60.00 cash from CATS for meds for Pigeon. Somewhere between the bank and the pharmacy, I lost the cash? I was only in the truck. I tore apart the truck when I got home looked high and low, used a flashlight to look under the seats. It’s gone. I called the bank asked if I absentmindedly left it in the tray or dropped it in the parking lot? They looked and couldn’t find it. I can’t figure out where it went? I’d ordered checks but because of the holiday they didn’t arrive in time so I needed the money to pick up his meds. I pulled everything out of the truck- cleaned out my purse- nothing. The only thing I can think of is I did drop it in the parking lot and someone found it and didn’t do the honorable thing and turn it in to the bank as it was in the bank’s envelope.
A bad ending to a bad day. May today be better and may God grant me the clarity of thought and mind to get through it without mishap and without tears.
I wish you a better year this upcoming year, and as time goes by, some healing and peace. I still pray for you and for Mike’s spirit.
Oh no. That’s heart-rending. It’s not just the money, it’s medicine and food and everything else the cats need. I’m sorry.
Yikes! I’m so sorry! I know what that feels like, I’ve had a similar thing happen to me. Took $40 out of the ATM machine, distracted and in a hurry I must have dropped it in the parking lot, and someone had to have picked it up almost immediately. I know because I got in the car and right away noticed I didn’t have the money. So after the 2 minute tear apart of my purse and car thing, I started retracing my steps. Nothing, I went inside the bank, and they were really nice about checking for the money inside the ATM. But unfortunately , nothing came up. So the money was gone. You are only human, so don’t beat yourself up over it. You are going through a lot right now.